the_illest
Her sad eyes full of steel (today's dark as shit poem)
Updated: Apr 22

The mist sinks into her conscious being
Shadows smother and cling viciously
She’s trying to see the way out
But she can’t breathe, or flee
Focus shifts through blur and smoke
Aching, she says take it all away from me
It’s not wanted anymore
Cast into shadow where light should be
What are you waiting here for?
Slowly slowly she conjures stone
Towers will keep you out
She’s learned how to be alone
Primary wounds remain unclosed
Each breath drawn with greater doubt
Yours is not the gravity she seeks
The facade has begun to break
Light falls in the cracks, compressed into stone
Disharmony repeats
Now where are your friends?
Or are you really all alone?
Cruelty is self inflicted
Can anyone really hear her
She’s crying out for you
But she doesn’t want you to see her
Take her into your skin
It’s maybe all she has left
Someone must be able to reach her
Before it pulls her underneath
Where she can finally catch her breath
She doesn’t want to lose it all
But the crushing weight deceives
She thinks her strength has faded
The conflict has made her bleed
Will you be the one who saves her?
Her sad eyes full of steel
Her chest breaking against the world
A psyche that no longer knows how to feel
Will you pull her from the sorrow
From the shadows eating her whole
She has given up on you, stranger
Her fate befalls her, she fulfils her role.
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